haix. im so depressed. a lot of u may not know this. i may sound cheerful but im not happy. i duno why. i guess some of my friends are going through the same thing as me bahz. we are not even looking forward to the reopening of school. i guess it's b'cos we are going to be separated real soon. 3 more weeks n a new life, a new beginning awaits you. i thought i will be looking forward to it but im not. i don't want to be in a new environment. i don't want to be separated with my closest friends. i don't want to be separated with him. i want my class back. i want you guys back. im not trying to be dramatic here. but nobody understands what i'm going through now.

huiying: i guess we both have a lot in common. u said u were tired. me too. u can always lean on me if you need someone. i think a new beginning in jc will be good for you bahz. there's many things you should learn forget. i believe that you will one day. i cant imagine how important you are to me. you are always there to help me. (u know wad i mean) i cant thank you enough. i know i owe you a lot a lot. you still remember all the small talks we have together and almost every of them is about them. and sometimes u shed those precious tears n i'll provide tissue for u. or we just cry together. i think tat's why we grow so close together bahx. i will always remember that first night of the chalet. kinda sad but memorable rite? it was a very long night but i still remember it. i think you too rite? i think the most memorable moment that occurred in our 4 years of friendship is this year's chalet. but it's high time u move on. i think many pple have told u this le. i not sure if u really have anot. but based on my initiution, i don't think you have yet. am i right? well, i can't help you much but just to advice you to move on. hope we will have fun tml bahx.
this sentence is for u: no matter how far apart we are, i'll be there for you.

sorry guys, i will write one for you all soon k? and to my dearest mei, i will write one for you too. dun worry. take care.

posted by pam @ 11:36 PM